As this week has progressed I began happy, content, maybe a little stressed from school...but overall it was good. Then came the rain. Between two of my classes I received an unfortunate text message killing every emotion previously mentioned. I wasn't even stressed...I merely didn't care. I walked around as an empty little shell, and as if the sky expected it and wished to let the world know that I felt cold inside...it began to snow...not even the pretty flurry snow, no, the pill snow that could be small softer hail stones.
In going to the only one I knew would understand what I was feeling, my day got mildly better. Planning on watching my favorite TV show, and eating Ben & Jerry's with my friend who had gone through the exact same thing exactly a week before me. A marathon of The Big Bang Theory made me laugh as I ate some Triple Caramel Crunch and Half Baked and drank 2 cans of pepsi with my funny, nerdy friend. The weather in my heart slowed and melted to a light rain.
The light rain had moments of harsh winds and hard falls. Raindrops ending up soaking my pillow-case and staining my face. Loud thundering and bright lightning strikes with sharp hits to my heart. Weak and tired, the storms began to leave. Kind messages from my friend, a hug, saying "everything will be okay in the end; if it's not okay, it's not the end." without words just kind gestures and being there for me as my rain fell. That's how the storm drifted and I now began to see light at the end of the road.
Now I'm okay. Just wait, you'll see...the sun'll come out tomorrow. Melting the snow, and drying the rain, the sun'll come out...just wait, you'll see.
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